Oh well, it is what it is! Time to move on and rediscover
myself! This is another gift from Sunset Love: a gift I will
cherish with open arms. Moving on and doing other activities
on my own or in 'other' company! After all, we all need many
friends, companions and mates to move forward and be
ourselves! You are doing that beautifully as the sun rises
each day and bids us all 'Good Morning'! It's a new day!
One for us to do what we wish to do, as we please. I will join
this 'we' team in the days, weeks and months ahead. Will I end
up happy and with joy in my heart without being with you, so
frequently as in the past few months? Who knows? Time will tell.
In the meantime, the Brunswick Pool, Princes Park and neighbouring
clubs are waiting for me again. It's so long since I have enjoyed
my own beloved activities. It's now time to pick up where I left off!
Just doing those simple things and living in the now without expecting
those frequent texts and video calls. They will come occasionally
and I will be very happy. But a little distance, some detachment
will replace "il mio attaccamento"! A good thing for both of us, as you
have made me understand. I'll trial this new way and see whether
I will calm my loving spirits. Let the dolphin enjoy its own ways.
Let the butterfly roam about in her own space. We are all confined
to our own desires. So this is a new road that I must travel as each day
unfolds with dawn in the sky. May this road lead to good places
and people who will smile for a while as I rejoice in my freedom!
